Jennifer

… Just flashed before my eyes! OMG. After my crying, shaking, heart pounding I have to come here and write.

I was up here doing one of my work at home “gigs” of editing the Nascar race which means I have to stay connected to our phone. Hubby said he was going to run an errand which I wasn’t happy about since I have to concentrate on this phone. Anyways he went but did not tell me when he was leaving so I would be on alert.

Well I knew it was quiet for a bit so I went to check on the girls and them watching their DVD movie. I saw the front door opened and my heart sank. I just knew they were both outside. We live close to a road and I flew out the door and there they were just feet from the ROAD. This scared the H*** out of me everyone! I could have lost my girls forever, my life, my most treasures in my heart. They are what keeps me going everyday.

They are safe now but I had a good talking to and I will be getting a top latch for the top of the door so they cannot reach it to unlock the door.

Thank you GOD for watching over my girls and keeping them on this earth for me.

I LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!!

Why is time just zooming by? I can’t believe I have an almost 4 year old and 2 year old now. My girls are growing up sooo sooo fast. They just love each other though and it melts my heart when I see them hugging each other or putting their hands on top of each other and then raising them while screaming friends forever hehe!

I did want to share some picts from Lyndsee’s Barney party Sunday. I took several but will just post a few 😉 Take a peek!

Click on them to make them bigger. You will see in the one photo with her hands over her eyes she had enough of opening presents and didn’t want to anymore LOL. (and of course all the men at the party had to take a look at their football game ;))

What I would give to take that look of pain off my child’s face? I look deep into her eyes and tears start dwelling into my eyes. I’m the mommy, mommy is suppose to take that pain away. Instead I am sitting right there rubbing up back and holding a told for her to get sick on.

Poor child has had issues since she was a baby. I wish we could find the trick to fix it. I am going to start her back on the Miralax tomorrow. I wish I could find something herbal that would help her and stop these constipation issues once and for all.

When her constipation gets this bad anything she eats, it comes right back up. It is like there is a blockage in her belly and it will not let nothing go down. She has not kept nothing down all day today and is trying so hard to go potty.

The red face, grunting gosh please go away. My baby deserves to be happy and get this pain off of her once and for all. Don’t worry honey, mommy will have a fix for this. I’m so sorry you have to deal with all the pain.

I love you so much!!!

Anyone have a good herbal supplements that they have tried for children?