I just put my oldest daughter to bed. I just tucked her in and kissed her. I told her I loved her. I rubbed her forehead. This is the last time I tuck her to bed as a non-schooler. She starts her very first day of kindergarten tomorrow morning. I don’t want her to go. I am going to miss her soooo much. That is my little girl and now she will be gone all day everyday during the week. 🙁
Also as if that wasn’t enough to send my emotions all out of wack, hubbs has his tests tomorrow on his heart so we can get to the bottom of what happened with his heart on his accident Friday. I am worried of what they will find, but yet I want answers so we can take care of this and get him healthy. Its way too soon to let him go, and I will do all I can do to get him healthy with his heart.
As tears fill my eyes, and my heart is so heavy…. I will be going to bed soon to get up and face a Monday emotional day :(.
Mozi Esme's Mommy says
I’m so sorry! It will get better with time . . . Prayers sent on your behalf!
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casual friday everyday says
You know you are in my thoughts today. Please do keep me posted on Scott and I can’t wait to hear all about Madi girls first day of school…and see pictures. HUGS to the sad Mama!
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Amanda Petite Mommy says
I hope everything went well today. I remember that feeling from last yeat. However, we are now homeschooling and I feel so much better.
Good luck to you and I hope your daughter had a great 1st day.
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Jenn says
So? How did it go?
I hear you mommy, I have one more year with Zachary before that day comes – I dread it, but he’s already IN school – last year he started even riding the bus – they grow up way to fast if you ask this mommy.
Your hubby is in my prayers.
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Donna says
You were in my thoughts today. I hope everything went well with hubby’s tests. I’m sure the first day of school was much harder on your than her. Wait – this time next year you’ll be counting down the days for school to start. Hugs to you.
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Wendy says
Jen, I’m sorry I haven’t been around to hear what’s going on, but I’m glad I finally managed to get on here tonight! I pray things went well, that you get some answers and a plan to take care of hubby and keep him around a good long time!
My heart aches for you about school starting. When I dropped my oldest off at college last year, it seemed like a flashback to her first day at kindergarten. I never would’ve believed I’d cry so hard letting her go, but I did. I’m sorry, I know that’s probably not the most helpful thing to hear, but I can say that after the first days it gets a little easier. Not much, but some. I feel for ya.
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Peanut Butter and Jelly Boats says
Soon you’ll be enjoying the time she’s in school. Hope the tests come out with good news!
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Deb - Mom of 3 Girls says
Oh I hope that her first day went well and that your hubby is doing ok – Hannah starts kindergarten in a few weeks too.
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